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I close my eyes
I brush my tears aside
My life is no hallucination
Yet it is nowhere near real
I imagine my oblivion being filled
But with what
It is not known
It is something not tangible
For I can not see it
My oblivion remains vacant
Only overflowing voids transpire
The emptiness remains
Nothing ever transforms
Long days lead to longer nights
Life merely becomes more intricate
Full of burdens and thorns
More to stumble on
More to cross
Problems employ more meaning
Progressing as I degenerate
Every day, forever
Hope is nowhere near
I feel no attraction to it
Greater disappointment is its only result
Disenchantment
Disillusionment
Dissatisfaction
Displeasure
Discontent
Frustration
Regret
Yes, I know these
These are my companions
Leading me to sorrow
I know them well
My goal
To search for others
Cohorts that will lead me to joy
- Teresa 10.18.00
