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get out get out please go away i am not so happy here today i want to breathe i want to live just not right here and not right now i want not to cry or whine of what's gone i want not to hurt or feel any pain i want some comfort some love and some friends i want to be the happiest of woman i hate my ferver i hate not letting go but i can't change who i am not now or so easily i can't change no not right now when does the pain end when does life truly begin when am i supposed to be proud of who i am how do i let go of all my insecurities how do i step up and work with who i am i need to stop whining i need to try harder i miss who i used to be and hate where i am going i never will be as wonderful as my dreams i never will attain the greatness i yearn for when will i sing and who will hear my song when will i write and who will read my words will i ever have anything important to say why can't i ever stop these questions i always have such stupid and shallow questions i always put the focus on me me me when will i give it a rest?
- Teresa 10.24.01
